This is a “companion” blog to my main blog “Living a New Life with Infertility“. 

Why not just meld the two? Well, I want to be sensitive to my readers who do not share the same faith as I do.  I know especially that infertility brings a certain distance from God sometimes–anger at Him and at the world.  I hope that my main blog can show my relationship without being express about it.  I want to use this space not to exclude my infertility but to document any prayers I may have, reflections on devotions, crying out to God for understanding.

I have been a born again Christian for about 12 years now but in the last three I have really separated myself from God.  Mainly because of the infertility but I also let life get in the way- which we all know isn’t good.  I miss my God though.  I miss my fellowship and my learning–so since I know that He is just there waiting for me to turn around- that is what I am going to do. 

If there is a correlation between my main blog and this one I will certainly try to link up so context can be understood.